Sick

I sick... body sick, the cause is i over stress my body... now it's pay back time, but i can't skip any classes, Thursday also need to work part time, what can I do?

Just keep Stress myself.. when one person is not happy, therefore he/she will get sick.

It's just old day reflect back into my mind and repeated a lot of time in my dream, i am so scared and sad, i wonder.. is that i did a lot of wrong thing? Why you all want to control me?

I don't understand why i am sick... do you know why?

Theme contest...

Maple private server, actually did bring me a lot of joys even though i am not really attached in it, but today, i sat in front of computer to play private server, only private server~ WELL, i did a lot of thing today, zaking, papu, in a numerous number, wow, i don't even realize that i killed so many of zak and papu just in one day. As usual it is private server.

Today, before i lag out from the private server, i entered into a theme contest, it start from disguise as animal, and i success to bluff myself in. Since it is the first time i go into the theme contest, i wonder what kind of contest using theme, after the briefing then i knew, it is obviously cash item contest which we can get from shop or free market monsters, so i tried hard to bluff myself in haha!! It's fun also because it relaxed my stress, i wonder did anyone miss me? like how i missed them?

But i dropped out from second round theme that is Halloween theme, i wore a chestnuts hat and a monk with coffin cape, holding pumpkin weapon, as usual, i phailed~

My favourite flower, if you want to get my heart, bring it along~~ lol

Well, yesterday i read a cover new in sin chew newspaper, unbelieveable that our politic members helding a discussion down by a tree, so i took a look what kind of tree is that so fortunate to see their evil face..

WOW!! It's unbelievable that it is the favourite flower tree i like, but it disgusted me later because they polluted my favourite tree, so i might be purifying the tree by chanting for three days.. SO DAMN UNFORTUNATE!! But to know the tree name (I don't know the tree name at all but i use to call it yellow flower tree)is really really excited me, at least people can figure it out when i tell them the favourite flower i like. kekeke~~

So, i search at the web for more detalis... it goes like this :-

Peltophorum pterocarpum

Common Names: yellow poinciana, yellow flame tree, copper-pod, yellow flamboyant treeFamily: Fabaceae/Leguminosae (bean Family)

Description

Yellow poinciana is a very showy flowering tree up to 50' tall, with wide-spreading branches that form an umbrella-like crown up to 25' across. The stems and twigs are rusty-red tomentose (fuzzy). The leaves are bipinnate (twice compound), about 2' long with 8-20 pairs of 3/4"-long oblong leaflets. The fragrant flowers are clustered on upright stalks (racemes, actually) about 18" long. Each flower is about an inch and a half across with translucent yellow, strangely-crinkled petals. The flowers have conspicuous orange stamens and each petal has a reddish brown mark in the center. They are followed by purplish brown, flattened, oblong seed pods, 3-4" long, which remain on the tree until the next flowering season.
Location

Yellow poinciana is native to coastal areas from Sri Lanka through the Malay archipelago and Indonesia to northern Australia. It has escaped from cultivation and established itself in disturbed areas in southern Florida and Hawaii.
CultureLight:

Does well in semi-shade, but can tolerate full sun if well-watered. Moisture: Needs moist, but well-drained soil.Hardiness: USDA Zones 10 - 11.Propagation: Propagation of yellow poinciana is by seeds that must be treated before they will germinate. In nature, the seeds would have passed through the gut of a bird or mammal before germinating in a pile of rich "compost." We simulate that process with scarification (use a file or sandpaper), or a two-minute immersion in dilute acid or boiling water.
Usage

Yellow poincianas are usually planted as specimen trees or as shade trees. They are used as street trees in tropical cities, and commonly planted for shade in tropical and subtropical gardens. They are fast-growing and vigorous, but they cannot tolerate frost.
Features

The name poinciana also is used for three other showy subtropical trees or shrubs in the bean family: Royal poinciana (Delonix regia), also called flame tree or flamboyant tree; dwarf poinciana (Caesalpinia pulcherrima), also called Barbados pride or peacock flower; and another dwarf poinciana (C. gilliesii), also called bird-of-paradise bush.

That's all for today, i am going to do my last revision because my exam at 11.30 Am~~ keke!!!

private server maple sydney

Well, through my beloved jun (my grandson) has introduce me a private server name sydney, so i go and play awhile when i free from work or school, horrible horrible!! I REACHED LVL 215 IN JUST 3-4 TIMES I PLAY WHICH IT IS NOT OVER 1 HOURS EACH TIME, and also i dc as many time as i could, and sometime it's fun to see the NPC appear in front of my log in page, and tell u all honestly, the gm in there is very very active and EXTREMELY HOSTILE!!

But, free cash and MESOS LOT AND LOT!! well, it's only for de-stress, who cares about me anyway~ sooner i will be doing full time job and attend class part time, maybe i don't even have time to maple anymore because if I do that, most likely i will be working from Monday-Friday and attend part time class during Saturday and Sunday, it is kind of lifeless but i couldn't help it, i wish that i am a princess that living in the castle with a lot of protection...

Well, i never dream of princess or any fairy tale before, but sometime i just couldn't help it but too many sigh, i lived a happy childhood but i loses ton of childhood, i am longed to live dependably on others but I just couldn't force myself not be independent. After all i am a super tough lady..(or preferable bitch? cause i kind of rude in a way and not ladylike keke~0.0)

Exam is around the corner

Exam is just near by, going to knock my house door, to keep alerting myself, i has set the alarm of going to work hard and study hard and what also hard, unfortunately.. it's abit hard for lazy bug.. isn't it? LAZY GOOSE!!!

Soon to be..

I am so happy!! Happy that I not failing any subject, so far only my Business Mathematics, which the lecturer purposely fail us because we stand in his way.

I hate that but appreciate the hardship he gave us.

Another 3 more subjects and i will be discharge from stupid diploma and pursuing my degree. Maintaining my CGPA, that's what my main objective will be in the February exam and May exam.

Well, what kind of UK university should I choose? University of Abertay Dundee or University of Greenwich? Hmmm.. headache!

very busy~

It's been awhile I update my blog, it seem like recently after Chinese new year I am in a busy mood again. It's a good rest for me cause i only focusing on my study and my life.

Well, nothing I can say much, just hope i can stay in touch with everyone using my blog.. as in for my collection of philosophy in life, I had learn that sometime, when you really going to cheer on someone in some particular thing and wanted to share their burden, people might be sharing with you and that's make your life hard when the person which u cheer on is actually a tricky man. So what to do? I am not cheering the people that never appreciate me, but i will not stop cheering people, because this is only thing I can do in this world around my friends and family.

I am not a sweet girl but I am always like this, I am not fake and also not pure(grind), if you know me well, you will understand what i mean.

AHHH!!! SO BUSY!!!