Thursday, March 26, 2009

IT'S FRIGHTENING ME

AHHHHH!!! I'm SO SCARED AND FEELING OF FRIGHTEN, DON'T LET ME EXPERIENCE IT ANYMORE PLEASE!!

Yesterday, when I finished my night class, i went back to my town by taking bus, once I reach my town and due to the tiredness, I sat on the bus station chair while waiting for my 11.15 pm bus, I reached my town around 10.30pm..

The bus station was so silent, only a few of the taxi drivers around and some of the passenger also waiting with me, suddenly I realized that an Indian man wearing white long blouse and a jean, was rubbing his private area in front of me and a Malay girl was sitting beside me, my heart said :" uh oh, better look away." and I spoke silently to the Malay girl and warn her to concentrate to the surrounding area, frightening that man will walk near us and try to rape any of us..

So, me and the girl is chatting and waiting, the bus station become deadly silent after the hawker store closed and some of the passenger went back with taxi or get on their bus, left only me and the Malay girl, with several man around with distance far from us. I was so scared and caution, I do not dare to let any of my guard down, it's because the Malay girl is still 17, I can't run without her, I must do what a normal human will do when facing cases like this. The Indian guy is walking around while rubbing his anal, I swear in the name of mine, if I were have a knife or wood stick around me, I will give him a hard time! But I did not bring anything believing that nothing will happen, oops, my luck was ran out on yesterday..

Till 11.15 pm, the bus to my garden has arrived, me and the Malay girl get on the bus in a fast movement, couldn't stand the man and scared thing will go worst, luckily the bus has saved us and we actually endure it more than 30 minutes... and surprisingly, the man waiting outside the bus, spotting our seat, and starting to rub his anal again outside the bus, this time, thing goes worse.. he open his jean zip and showing us his anal and rubbing it...

I am in a deep shock and furious, I asked one of the Malay man that sat behind us to look at the Indian man, that man also shocked by the action of the Indian guy and staring fiercely on the Indian man, and the Indian man ran off.

When I reached my home, I wanted to cry in front of my dad but I believe that it will make my dad worry about me, so I just told him what happened and say don't worry, and then I told my cousin about this, with half joke she said :" you earn, you should laugh not cry." In a lamenting mood I was and I told my brother about this incident, believe that brother shall understand well, but then he replied :" none of my business." that is why sometime I found that hard to communicate with them.

Couldn't bear the pain and was in a deep shock, I tried to clam myself but I couldn't.. so scared even after I spoke with one of my friend through telephone.. I still having a nightmare, I slept at one o'clock but continuously woke up every hour, and having nightmare, I cried..

But now, I feel better, I swear the next time, he is going to pay for it. May god bless me, amitabho.

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